Falling on the Asphalt

robottears @ 2007-07-15T19:03:00

2007-07-15T14:35:42Z

who has enough money and wants to go to europe in august?

and also, this:

robottears @ 2007-05-02T11:02:00

2007-05-02T16:06:19Z

Meet the Press.

robottears @ 2007-04-25T15:38:00

2007-04-25T20:41:27Z

WTF.

not sure what to say.

2007-03-19T18:39:49Z

been sorta busy. im doing well though and am trying to plan a trip to europe. anyway, bye.

wow.

2006-07-14T00:14:47Z

havent updated in a while. anyway you cant sleep forever.

robottears @ 2005-12-12T19:49:00

2005-12-13T00:52:20Z

ive been waitinglike a month and a half for this shirt to get sent to me. it was on backorder, and i like it.

robottears @ 2005-11-21T16:43:00

2005-11-21T21:45:22Z

thats right kickass and only a buck 25. yeah.

time.

2005-11-13T22:00:08Z

keeping with my standard.

i was outside the art institute this one day. blake and i were smoking and neither one of us had eaten or really gotten any sleep. we are standing in a crowd talking (i forget whom we were talking with, but just know it was a funny conversation we were having about something stupid probably). anyway im laughing with my friend and this whole time blake was bumping into me just because all of this crowd was in a little area and blake's a big guy. so im laughing histerically about something and i feel blake bump my shoulder, so i turn around because i think hes trying to tell me something. actually blake had hit my shoulder hard as he proceeded to fall flat on his face and hit his head hard. he started trimbling a bit and then stopped. i keep slapping his bady trying to wake the guy up but he wont wake up. i was scared to death. i was like,"blake get up! get up blake!". finally we get him up and carry him over to this picnic table and get him some water and i think like a candy bar because i think probably his blood sugar was low. blake recovered nicely and later that day felt a bit of pain especially in his head region.

damn dallas was fun.

robottears @ 2005-11-06T01:13:00

2005-11-06T06:13:51Z

okay, so i told you guys that im only telling stories from now on.

alex and i drove to deep ellum when we lived in dallas. well, one night we decide we want to go take pictures of the downtown area, so we get in my truck and drive downtown. we park my truck and start walking around. i had my skateboard with me and just skated around a bit. we took some good pictures. so we are walking around a bit more and alex gets this idea. i think it was him but maybe it was me. "hey theres some homeless people sleeping over there.","awesome lets take some pictures of them." FLASH! CLICK! then we scurry off a bit. well, this one homo gets up and starts sprinting. i mean this guy had to have been a trackstar. i picked up my skateboard and in the process threw it into my side. so im running off. we run a while and then im like, "this is stupid we got away, he isnt coming anymore." alex looks back and hes like what are you doing come on lets get outa here. im like dude we got away. then we here, "hey you mother fuckers comeback here and fight me. im gonna kill you bitches." im thinking to myself dude this guy has a knife or a gun or something. so im like damn okay im out of here. alex and i hightale it to my truck. but on the way im like,"fuck you bitch!" alex yelled,"suck my ass" or some shit. then we flipped the bitch off. we drove away and yeah the end.

robottears @ 2005-10-28T18:32:00

2005-10-28T22:44:16Z

so ive noticed my life has been sorta dull lately so ive decided to just tell little stories or something so it seems more interesting. like this:

okay so im a little kid about to switch schools from elementary to middle school. the night before i go to school i think to go have a bike ride. i was a deep feeling elementary school student. so i think to myself, "im going to ride around that track one last time just so i can feel at peace with leaving behind the school ive grown to love." i get my bike going as fast as i possibly can. im making awesome time. (keep in mind this is a concrete track rasied about an inch to an inch and a half above ground). well somehow i make an error in my riding and my fron tire slips off the track, but just barely. so im trying to pull my tire back on the track but im going so fast that im thrown from my bike. my hands land on the concrete, then my arms, then my face. so i go back home with my handle bars bent and im bleeding from my concrete burn. after cleaning up i looked at my marks and all i could think was,"i hope the kids at school dont make fun of me." they didnt but i was scared as hell they would.

anyway thats a story. and a true one at that. haha.

atom.

jerry lee lewis

2005-09-01T16:04:23Z

robottears @ 2005-08-29T21:39:00

2005-08-30T02:37:01Z

have i distanced myself from all of you? maybe. humanity fucking sucks! anyway, i got a digital camera again finally. ive been playing with it way too much. im not in a good mood anymore. god humanity fucking sucks sometimes! anyway i hope all of you are enjoying this day.

atom.

ps. i have this unfinished painting if anyone wants to see:

robottears @ 2005-08-21T21:37:00

2005-08-22T03:01:12Z

i wish you would,
come pick me up,
take me out,
fuck me up,
steal all my records,
screw all my friends,
behind my back,
with a smile on your face,
and then do it again,
i wish you would.
-ryan adams

i love his mind. in some ways it works the same as mine. haha.

robottears @ 2005-08-15T12:41:00

2005-08-15T16:41:51Z

yeah so i guess alot of people have the same band interests as me. graphic design was really the only one that counted. and im glad i have myself as my most interesting friend because im pretty damn cool.

atom.

robottears @ 2005-08-12T17:13:00

2005-08-12T22:09:41Z

everything is looking so plain and boring nowadays.

fucking got a load off my back.

2005-08-11T18:21:52Z

so yeah, im not sure if anyone else has that person with whom they were in a previous relationship and that person still aggrevated them, but for some reason you couldnt get that person out of your mind. that person would leave little comments and shit all the time, and soften you up, but you still didnt want anything to do with them. well, i just got that person out of my life. in a way its sad, but its a relief. im just tired of the bullshit she talks andtired of the changing and complete overhaul of her life. so now im free of caring. anyway, fuck her im on with the next one and i love her. dont disappoint me dear.

atom.

robottears @ 2005-08-04T16:02:00

2005-08-04T20:58:49Z

thats it for now.
atom.

robottears @ 2005-07-31T17:14:00

2005-07-31T22:13:08Z

robottears @ 2005-07-29T19:32:00

2005-07-30T00:31:44Z

im fucking tired and im tired of peoples mouths, so fuck em all. i want to hear someone educated speak. i want to carry on an educated conversation for at least one hour. anyway, i havent eaten dinner yet so i should order some pizza. other than that i think ill just get drunk and end the night displeased and masturbating my insufficient body to sleep. awesome!!!

robottears @ 2005-07-27T21:59:00

2005-07-28T03:00:22Z

theres definately someone.

(i hope its okay that i did this.)

second chances.

2005-07-27T20:40:11Z

we all think we deserve a second chance, but im tired of giving and taking them. im tired of telling myself to try it out again, or someone contacting me in hopes of a second chance. usually a second chance turns into a 8th or 9th chance, and im tired of setting myself up for failure. im tired, so if this might be one of you, then lets just let biagons be biagons and just forget about it or let it be.

if you are lost, it probably doesnt apply to you.

man today was hot. i mean hott. i worked in it for something like 6-7 hours, but i had a lunch break. i hate north carolina, its humid, humid, humid. i sat on a chair that was out side today. well, i attempted to, i burned my ass off.

okay, enough. heres this:

im starting a new design. here is it so far.

today is now a shit day, and no one seems to care. i am freaked out. i am hating life at the moment. i hate money. i hate my decisions.

robottears @ 2005-07-26T19:06:00

2005-07-27T00:08:04Z

man im tired but i can never sleep/i want to go to a show/i should be coming to oklahoma in september/okay i think thats it/and this...

/my cute dog.

robottears @ 2005-07-23T03:59:00

2005-07-23T08:57:46Z

another update homies.

2005-07-19T23:34:25Z

so how is everyone this eventful day of nothing, everyone needs to look up phil hendrie on their file sharing software. its awesomely good shit.

atom.

i dont know why.

2005-07-11T16:35:15Z

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. atom
2. reaves
3. rocks
okay so i didnt mean to make a sentence, these really are the names i go by.
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. god im fucking gorgeous.
2. jadetreetm
3. i had good genetics.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my eyebrows.
2. my hands
3. my jawline
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. big nose
2. big ears
3. big chin
thREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. german
2. english
3. french
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. ticks
2. spiders and crawling on my when i cant see them
3. dark water
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. cigarettes
2. sleep
3. getting off
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. jump boots
2. brown t-shirt
3. bdu pants
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. murder city devils
2. botch
3. the rise
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. breathless
2. and i am not sure what else.
3.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. contentment
2. taste
3. creativity
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. i like jeans
2. i smoked myself stupid
3. i need sex
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. back
2. legs
3. booty (shit theres so much more i just said the first that came to mind, damn!)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. sleeping
2. drinking
3. sex
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. sex
2. drink
3. someone
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. graphic designer
2. artist
3. full time paid slacker
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. england
2. germany
3. rio de jenero
THREE KIDS NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. josephine
2. graham
3. olivia
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. jump from an airplane
2. find out what i want more than anything
3. i dont know what else
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. i like porn
2. i like mudding
3. i like playing g.i. joe sometimes still.
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
1. a few words can make me melt
2. i care about how i look
3. i have long legs
THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. wynona ryder
2. claire danes
3. penelope cruz